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THE CRITIC INSIDE

Having written the first of these articles on the subject of Production Speed Dating, and gotten some great feedback on it from some of my friends and my colleagues at Dubspot, I feel encouraged to talk more about creative methodologies. Hank Shocklee (the incredibly influential producer of Public Enemy) posted a link to an article via Twitter about ‘How to Create Creativity’ which I recommend (see link below). In it, there was a quote which got me going.

“Sir Ken Robinson, a 20th century thinker in the development of innovation and human resources, claims that by the time kids became adults, most have lost their capacity to be creative; they have become frightened to be wrong – they get educated out of creativity.” – Martina Skendar, How To Create Creativity

The concept of becoming frightened to be wrong is something that I think holds back many people upon entering creative disciplines, as well as those of us who have been doing this for a while. One of the concepts of the Speed Dating methodology is to temporarily silence the inner critic, and simply create by separating the creating and editing stages into different work sessions. In beat-making the time and thought-consuming work of arranging and mixing is similar to the process of revision or editing in writing. This is an important part of the process and one I would argue is critical in defining one’s artistic identity. However, this process of editing, revising and discarding ideas can conflict with the free and uncensored expression of ideas that are necessary to be creative.

It takes a great act of self-confidence and a willingness to risk being hurt by people’s rejections to do anything truly creative. What I mean by ‘truly creative’ is not simply art that is accomplished, well done, or skillfully executed, but surprising, fresh, unheard-of, or new. Many people are content to simply make something that sounds ‘professional’ or ‘just like a track by artist x’ whom they and others admire. Being creative is to go beyond simply creating something skillful – which of course is difficult and has it’s own challenges – and to add something new to the artistic or aesthetic discourse: something no one has ever heard before. In order to do this however, one has to first overcome that awful little man on your shoulder muttering:

“You’re no good. This sucks. They’re all going to laugh at you.”

This is The Critic Inside. The Critic Inside can be a formidable enemy and not just in the arena of creating things, but also in the subsequent and necessary steps of getting that product in front of the people, to be enjoyed and judged and sometimes attacked by the critics outside. Your fears are not for nothing after all, the critics outside can be worse than The Critic Inside, and will sometimes say outrageous, untrue and hurtful things about you. I can personally attest to this having received my share of scathing and factually inaccurate reviews. I am at least happy to inspire some passion, even if it’s venomous. But it still hurts. I always take it personally. Fuck you, you stupid critics!

The french filmmaker Jean Luc Godard once said that critics are like soldiers who fire on their own troops. He also said that the best critique of one film is another. He was a critic himself originally, so that sort of muddies the waters on the first point, but the second is one I really take to heart. Words to live by.

These justified and well-founded fears are the main source of all kinds of creative dysfunction. As producers or artists we all know fellow creative types who are stuck at various stages of the process. The first, and probably worst off, are those that are simply too scared to create anything at all, unable to stand up to the critic inside and say “shut up I’m working! You’ll get your chance to pick it apart when I’m done!”

The next are those who are able to start things – and don’t we all enjoy the optimism of new beginnings – but when it comes time to finish freeze up. Finishing things mean that they are now sitting there vulnerable and ready to be judged, not just by the critic inside but by others as well. You can spot these people because every time they play you something they will say: “oh, but of course this isn’t the final version, it’s not mixed down” or whatever other excuse they’re using to prevent you from critiquing they’re work on it’s own merits. They are afraid that they are not ready for their work to stand on it’s own two feet and stand up for itself.

The third type, which I include myself in sometimes, are those who finish tracks, are quite happy with them, DJ them out and give them to friends, but allow them to pile up and not release them. Happily I am not wholly in this category as I do release things occasionally, but the truth is I have many more tracks than come out, and many of which are definitely good enough to release. The problem for me is that fear, especially in releasing an instrumental which I produced alone, with no collaborating producers or vocalists, that in doing so there is nothing to hide behind and people will not just judge my music but they will judge me. Look out for my solo instrumental album Flowers coming soon, ha! I’m making progress in this department.

My friend and collaborator DJ /Rupture, aka Jace Clayton, and I were discussing this on a trip down to Washington D.C. recently to DJ with our singer friend Jahdan Blakkamoore. Talking about a planned new series of solo digital singles by myself on our label Dutty Artz, I explained my fear of releasing my instrumental work as I describe above. Jace gave me a wonderful analogy which really helped me to think about this and feel more brave in the face of critics both inside and out. The metaphor that he gave me was that releasing music is like a conversation. You can say something weird, inappropriate or off-key and have an awkward moment, but you can always recover by saying something better, more witty, more charming, more appropriate immediately after, and then continuing in that direction. People will forgive and forget as long as you keep talking. The only thing which you absolutely mustn’t do is fall silent and remain so.